Laughing is a Paralanguage

Back

2012-02-08T23:24:00.000+08:00

Im back in Shah Alam. Helloooooooo (:

Natural

2012-02-01T00:17:00.001+08:00

Lama tak update apa apa. nak update pon too many things happened. so malas nak type panjang-panjang. basically life was okay eventhough there's ups and down. but im still surviving in this tough world. im a better person day by day. and im getting fat kbye

*Gonna be away for awhile

Moved

2012-01-15T11:18:00.002+08:00

Exam is finally over! wohoooooo :D and i've moved out from Dayang's room at Teratai. rindu ini budak. dia dah balik sabah. dekat dua bulan jugak lah baru juma balik. and meronggeng balik. haha. rindu nak memekak gelak gelak malam malam and nyanyi Danza Kuduro sambil menari. haha. see you soon honey! take care <3

*Holidays starts now!

Almost

2012-01-08T22:21:00.002+08:00

EXAM IS ALMOST OVER!

*excited face TROLOLOLOL*

Kiss-My-Ass

2012-01-06T13:41:00.003+08:00

Do you really think by commenting all my old post will make you happier? will make you prettier? hahaha. you're so stupid your mama have to lick your ass for you. dont be dumb please. if you have something to say, just tell me your name and tell me whats wrong. apa yang tak puas hati sangat. macam tu kan lagi senang dari kau dok mengutuk aku dekat belakang macam minah kampung ntah dari ceruk mana. okay? boleh buat? kalau kau buat kau pandai, kalau tak kau memang sah bodoh. im out! chow (:

*Grow up and get a life please!

Papers

2012-01-04T15:27:00.001+08:00

04/01 QMT

06/01 USUL FIQH

07/01 PERSONAL DEVELOPMENT

09/01 PHILOSOPHY OF ISLAMIC BANKING

10/01 FIQH MUAMALAT

This time my final papers consist of 5 papers. Start dari sem ni baru munculnya subject ISB iaitu Islamic Banking. nak kata senang tu tak lah senang sangat. sebab banyak hadith yang kena hafal. contoh jangan cakap lah kan, banyak gila kena bagi. but so far alhamdulillah, aku boleh bawak lagi.

*Wish me lots of luck! :D

Later

2012-01-03T16:10:00.003+08:00

Too many things happened in so little time. i started to blahblahblah someone. but i dont know if its really something. i dont want to make sure. im too scared for what may happen. so im letting my ego put me first. and i know he likes me too. but he's being ego too. so thats fair enough i guess.

*Im hungry so i talk alot of crap kbye

Study-Week

2012-01-03T16:01:00.001+08:00

Seriously lama gila tak update blog. rindu gila nak mati. heee. okay. currently im very busy with study week because tomorrow is my first paper. what? tomorrow? mati lah kau tasha. haha. good luck lah tapi en. i know you can do it. believe in yourself. eventhough you go through alot of stuff lately. but throw them away for awhile. make yourself proud!

*Final starts on 4th and ends on 10th (:

Present

2012-01-03T15:54:00.000+08:00

Remember the time that i said i want Vans? haha. got them already. thanks mommy for the birthday present :D and on 21st December i turned 20 y/o. yeahhh i know. i getting old. FML

Raya

2011-09-06T00:11:00.003+08:00

I think its not too late to wish Selamat Hari Raya to everyone. hihi. sorry, i've been very busy with raya. raya sakan lah konon nya. haha. and pergi beraya macam biasa lah setiap tahun. round satu Johor pergi rumah sedara mara. dah besar ni duit raya kurang sikit. tapi alasan belajar dekat U masih berjaya digunakan untuk mendapat duit raya. haha. and my cousin's engagement was a success. alhamdulillah. btw, class dah nak start. grrr macam macam aku rasa sekarang. malas rajin happy excited semua ada. haihh. tolong lah this sem belajar rajin rajin tasha

*SELAMAT HARI RAYA. MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN (:

Life

2011-08-22T16:01:00.002+08:00

Life is an opportunity, benefit from it.
Life is beauty, admire it.
Life is bliss, taste it.
Life is a dream, realize it.
Life is a challenge, meet it.
Life is a duty, complete it.
Life is a game, play it.
Life is a promise, fulfill it.
Life is sorrow, overcome it.
Life is a song, sing it.
Life is a struggle, accept it.
Life is a tragedy, confront it.
Life is an adventure, dare it.
Life is luck, make it.
Life is too precious, do not destroy it.
Life is life, fight for it.

*I won't change anything in my life because i live my life (:

Skype

2011-08-16T23:22:00.000+08:00

Skype with love (:

Love

2011-08-16T23:15:00.000+08:00

15th August 2011

My bestfriend, Elanie leaves today. but i couldn't make it to the airport because of some stupid last minute thing. i am very dissapointed and angry at the same time. but insyaallah, if umur panjang, we'll meet again. i just want to say sorry because aku tak sempat jumpa kau, and i want you to take care of yourself, and jangan lupa aku, and jangan lupa kawan kawan kita dekat Subang Shah Alam RMC haha, and jangan tinggal solat, and last jangan lupa aku akan sentiasa ada untuk kau. if ada any problem, you can still share with me like old times. I LOVE YOU ALWAYS GIRLFRIEND (':

Home

2011-08-16T22:57:00.000+08:00

I need one of those shoes. VANS

But i need money. and i don't have money. grrr

Itsokay. i'll wait for duit PT. hihi

Glowing

2011-08-12T00:02:00.000+08:00

10th August 2011

Today plan untuk keluar dengan Elanie, Harith and Sofi. pergi CIMB dekat Taipan, then Mydin, then Sunway Pyramid, then pergi CIMB balik. haha. then go lepak at Tina's house for awhile. then Harith hantar me and Elanie to Jason's shop. then we walked home. then lepak and borak borak with Elanie in my room. then went back to Jason's shop but this time with Anty Kay and Emil and Ean. then Harith and Sofi datang fetched us there to go bazar USJ 4.

*She'll be leaving on Monday :'(

Advert

2011-08-11T23:42:00.001+08:00

5th August 2011

Okay. today is the fifth day in our fasting month. Alhamdulillah so far saya puasa penuh (: *bangga kejap* rindu zaman sekolah dulu dulu lahh. buka puasa ramai ramai, ponteng tuition, pergi lepak, balik lambat, online msn lepas sahur ramai ramai, passing passing soalan bocor, pergi sana sini ambil gambar, langgar semua peraturan sekolah, cari gadoh dengan pengawas, masuk bilik disiplin, balik sekolah pergi lepak. and macam-macam lagi lah. now semua dah besar, semua buat hal masing-masing. sedih :(

*Life must go on. Time passed by. People change

Glad

2011-08-03T20:54:00.002+08:00

31st July 2011

Me, Aiza, Elanie, Hurul and Ajiq went to Ikea to eat meatball. basically because tomorrow we gonna start puasa already. and mama asked me to buy something for her. first round makan 5 biji meatball and cake daim. hee. then merayap pusing Curve, Hurul and Ajiq went home early, waited for Kecik to arrive, went for second round makan lagi meatball. thanks to Kecik sebab belanja and hantar ktorg balik (:

*Selamat Berpuasa (:

Smile

2011-07-31T02:47:00.001+08:00

Oh yes. i miss the guy on the horse very very much.
but i cant meet him till end of puasa.
take care love. i miss you lots :(

Cooked

2011-07-31T02:33:00.000+08:00

30th July 2011

Slept at 530 am and woke up at 7 am. tak boleh tido balik. perut tak sedap. then mama suruh tolong dia masak nasi lemak. so yeah, i did help. haha. masa tengah potong potong dekat dapur tu, borak dengan mama pasal boyfriend and husband and all. gila cakap pasal future do. haha. then soalan biasa dia tanya "dah jumpa belum doctor?" -.-' what mom? seriously? haih. then lepas masak dengan tak makan aku sambung tido sampai pukul 3 pm. haha. bagus punya anak dara

*Kau tak payah nak sarcastic sangat lah kan

Bad

2011-07-27T18:47:00.000+08:00

27th July 2011

This is super boredness. haha. sorry. my head's a little crack since last night. and no, im not stone. thank you. and last night i made a person cried. kesian dia. sorry ye. Insyaallah lain kali tak buat lagi. tapi kalau terbuat lagi, jangan lah marah lagi :p

*Hoping for a better fasting month (:

Information

2011-07-24T14:28:00.001+08:00

23rd July 2011

Today ikut all my aunt to go merisik my cousin's gf. rumah perempuan tu dekat dengan MBJBT Skudai. but cousin cousin tak ramai ikut. then lepas merisik balik tukar baju semua, terus gerak Bazaar Karat. then aku dengan Eqa melencong kejap. haha. around 330 am macam tu baru aku dengan Fahmy patah balik rumah M.Yan ambil Baby, Bella and Diela. lepak As-Salam. around 5 am macam tu baru balik rumah

*Im gonna miss him. Bila nak start class ni :(

Anything

2011-07-24T13:54:00.000+08:00

22nd July 2011

Today balik JB. around 2 am macam tu sampai rumah M.yan. then borak borak, tengok movie, makan semua. pukul 430 am baru semua masuk tido. pukul 5 am aku sneak out jumpa Fahmy. haha. lama tak buat kerja kerja ni. rindu plak :p then around 830 am baru balik rumah. mata dah berat gila, terus tertido. tapi around 130 pm dah bangun. sebab bising -.-'

*Take over control #nowplaying

Future

2011-07-24T13:29:00.000+08:00

Its been quite a long time i didnt update my blog right ? im not really that busy. but i barely online nowdays. even if i did, only through phone. so yeahh. kinda miss talking to myself. haha. take care peeps! :D

Cried

2011-07-13T14:19:00.000+08:00

12th July 2011

Slept around 5 hours and had to wake up. me, Elanie and Atiq went to Uniten, Bangi and sekolah for awhile. so they picked me up around 1030 am. then straight away went to Uniten.waited for Elanie to settled her stuff and then went to mamak at Subang for breakfast. then gerak pergi Subang Parade. jumpa Asif kejap. jalan jalan, lawan Daytona dekat arcade, then pergi sekolah. then Atiq hantar me to Hurul's house. lepak there till night. and dad forced me to go home -.-'

*First time crying after a long time. Alhamdulillah things are settled (:

Not-so

2011-07-11T10:12:00.000+08:00

10th July 2011

Today supposedly pergi rumah Fiz, ada kenduri. but then im at Cyber. so tak boleh nak gerak. so tak dapat lah pergi. and then malam konon nya ada gathering for Elanie before dia fly. but then gathering tak ada rupa gathering. a few je datang. ramai hilang ntah mana ntah

*These pictures are taken after lepak, depan rumah Aiza (:

King

2011-07-10T02:26:00.001+08:00

8th July 2011

Went to The Garden and Mid Valley with mama, cousin, anty anty dan anak anak buah. pergi shopping for the kids je pon actually. but Ibu Yati kata kalau nak anything, amik je. so aku pon capai lah sehelai baju MNG. ngehhh. thank you btw (: lepas shopping pergi makan dekat Delicious, Mid Valley. kenyang gila :D

*First day period. Mood nak marah je -.-'

Hair

2011-07-08T12:47:00.002+08:00

I cut my hair on 4th July. but these photographs are taken on the 5th. how do you like my new hair ? hee :D and btw, everything seems to be going the way i wanted them to be. Alhamdulillah (: i cant wait for classes to be starting. why ? because i can be close to him and meet him whenever i want. haha. mengada nama nya tu Tasha

*This week jadi babysitter to Emil and Ean <3

Place

2011-07-04T16:15:00.000+08:00

3rd July 2011

Around 6 am macam tu Eqa dah call ajak turun breakfast dekat bawah. satu bilik 2 orang. so yang turun aku, Aiza, Eqa and Nuar. budak budak lain sambung tido dalam bilik. Aiza makan bukan main macam macam lagi. kalau boleh semua dia try. and sampai dua orang chef kat situ cakap, makan je lagi dik. makan banyak banyak. haha. segan aku. then naik balik dalam pukul 9 am kot. lepak lepak jap. dalam pukul 1030 am macam tu baru aku mandi. pukul 12 check out. terus gerak Jusco Melaka. ingat nak tengok Monte Carlo. but malas nak tunggu yang pukul 2 punya. pergi makan dekat Sushi King. Kecik belanja. hehe. thanks :D then dah semak kepala duduk dalam mall, ktorg pergi Pantai Klebang. minum coconut shake. sedap kot. first time rasa. hehe. then hantar Aiza and Panda balik Lendu. aku dengan Kecik terus balik Shah Alam. sampai rumah around 7 pm

*Ingat kan Pantai Klebang tu Pantai Gebang -.-'

Double

2011-07-03T15:22:00.001+08:00

2nd July 2011

Im off to Melaka. around 10 am maybe. mata rabak gila because baru tido pukul 7 am tadi. damn ! sampai Melaka terus pergi Lendu amik Aiza and Panda. then terus pergi bandar. dekat sana jumpa Capeng. then cari hotel. dapat 2 bilik yang pintu tengah boleh bukak. so macam cool gila, senang nak roger if anything. haha. then lepak lepak dalam 6 pm macam tu keluar balik pergi cari makanan. semua dah kebulur gila. especially Aiza. haha. then pergi makan and jalan jalan dekat Dataran Pahlawan and uptown. Aiza dapat pau aku batal peluk Hello Kitty for her birthday. haha. sabar je lah aku. then lepak dekat Hang Tuah Cafe for shisha. Nawi, Tengku and Kecik pon ada sekali. then balik hotel around 1 kot. ingat nak keluar balik but semua dah malas. tido around 430 am

*I cant take my mind away from you. IMY

Arrow

2011-07-02T15:02:00.000+08:00

1st July 2011

Today gonna be the last day im here. at JB. and tomorrow im gonna chow to Melaka and then back to Shah Alam. im gonna miss my MFH so much. grrr. but but, tak apa. be strong Tasha. everything gonna be alright. insyaallah (:

*You complete me baby

Date

2011-07-01T21:10:00.000+08:00

29th June 2011

Today i went on a "date" with Fahmy. aceyyy. konon nya lah date. he picked me up around 4 pm macam tu lah. then pergi jumpa membe dia kejap kat mana ntah. lupa. haha. then pergi KSL mall kejap. nak tengok Transformer. but full so tak dapat lah tengok. kesian dia. nak sangat tengok but tak dapat tengok. next time kita tengok movie sama k ? and lepas tu pergi lepak kedai Nuar yang kat bandar. lepak kat sana kejap. borak, main game, makan. then dalam 930 pm lebih kot pergi Diva *tempat kareoke* jumpa membe membe Fahmy. then chow pergi Pasir Gudang, rumah Nad. amik baju baju aku yang tertinggal kat sana. hee. then round round JB kejap. around 330 am macam tu dah balik

*Im missing home

Preview

2011-07-01T19:40:00.000+08:00

28th June 2011

Today tak berapa larat nak keluar. so plan nak duduk rumah je. but tetiba Mummy Yan ajak pergi @-Mart dengan Abang Haziq sekali. so ikot lahh. kepala sumpah berat sebab pening gila. then tetiba time tengah beli sayur kot, aku boleh tiba tiba blackout. jatuh time tu jugak. gila tak gila lah. aku dah macam pergi mati lah dengan lantai kotor tu. haha. tak larat gila. semua orang macam cuak gila time tu. haha

*Lepas blackout terus call Fahmy. Haha

Always

2011-07-01T19:03:00.000+08:00

27th June 2011

Tonight keluar dengan Fahmy lagi. hehe. lepak Singgah Selalu berdua dengan dia. we talk and talk and talk. tapi yang paling banyak cakap comfirm lah aku kan. haha. keluar dalam 330 am macam tu. balik dalam 6 am macam tu kot. but before that, benda wajib buat is duduk dalam kereta sambung talking. haha

*Kepala dah start pening pening. Damn it !

Fresh

2011-06-27T18:42:00.001+08:00

26th June 2011

Around 930 pm macam tu Terq amik, then ktorg pergi lepak Mcd. dia belanja. haha. then lepak borak borak sampai around 12 macam tu. then dia hantar balik. tengok Nabil *cousin* kat depan rumah nak keluar. so cakap dekat dia nak ikot. mula dia kata nak lepak Susur for shisha. last last time tunggu basuh kereta ada membe call ajak masuk club. mula tu macam nak ikot. but malas. so tak ikot. dalam 230 am macam tu keluar dengan Fahmy. lepak As-Salam. home around 545 am

*Take it slow. Go with the flow

Rainbow

2011-06-26T20:40:00.002+08:00

25th June 2011

Around 10 pm macam tu Terq amik. keluar pergi tengok movie. KL Gangster. haha. tau ah semua orang dah tengok but aku yang lambat tengok. but, ada aku kesah ? haha. then lepas movie pergi lepak Susur. shisha and makan. sumpah kebulur gila dari sebelum masuk movie. few minutes later, Lena and her friends datang. lepak kejap. around 2 macam tu chow. Terq hantar balik. around 330 am macam tu aku keluar balik. dengan Fahmy. lepak dekat Mcd sampai 6 lebih sikit. then balik (:

*Lepak dengan Lena gelak tak stop. Dah lah kuat. Haha :D

Ride

2011-06-25T17:32:00.002+08:00

24th June 2011

Tak pernah pernah aku follow orang pergi ride dekat Subang. dekat JB ni tetiba aku follow budak budak fixie pergi ride. haha. dari Danga ke Stulang then patah balik Danga. agak penat jugak lah. sebab highway dia banyak naik tinggi tinggi. but yeahhh ! i made it. haha :D and im the only girl who join -.-' but ada sorang anak tu amoi jugak. after ride, pergi lepak dengan a few budak budak basikal dekat Dataran. then Terq hantar balik rumah around 2 am. after that around 3 am macam tu keluar balik. Fahmy amik. hehe. lepak As-Salam dengan Nuar and few friends lagi

*Everyday tido pukul 7 am. /mata rabak, badan barai

Stars

2011-06-24T03:40:00.001+08:00

23rd June 2011

Today i woke up around 130 pm macam tu. hehe. finally today jadi pergi spa. dapat jugak buat facial. yeayy ! haha. tapi sakit nak mati kena picit. grr. lepas balik spa, pergi gym dekat condo Datin Halimah. then pergi makan chicken chop dekat Hutan Bandar. sampai sana tengok table sebelah ada Terq ! haha. coincidence gila

*I think im starting to like someone :p

Out

2011-06-23T15:53:00.002+08:00

22nd June 2011

Today sepatutnya pergi spa. but tak jadi. then Mummy Yan ajak tido rumah Ibu. but i was so lazy. and nak keluar sebenarnya. haha. i waited till 2 am sebab Fahmy kerja. kena tunggu dia tutup kedai dulu. so at 230 am macam tu dia datang dengan Nuar. pergi lepak dekat mamak Alif area Uda. ktorang asyik kena bahan je dengan si Nuar tu. haha. siot betol

*He told me that he can't stop smiling while texting with me. Teehee

Mini

2011-06-23T05:55:00.001+08:00

21st June 2011

Hari ni plan nak tido rumah Mummy Yan. so pergi lah sana from Pasir Gudang. boyfriend Nadya hantar kan. then dok borak borak dengan Nabil kejap. tengok tv kejap. suddenly Nabil ajak pergi lepak. dengan membe dia. padahal dah pukul 4 pagi ni. haha. lepak dekat Susur atas. shisha and makan. aceyyy. aku sorang je yang makan pon. haha. lapar ! then round dekat Stulang jap. then balik rumah around 645 am macam tu

*Tido mimpi si bodoh tu lepas tu spa was cancelled

Last

2011-06-21T16:05:00.000+08:00

20th June 2011

Today gonna be the last day of working. apa lagi. dapat gaji chow lah kan. haha. selamat tinggal dunia kerja. kejap je lah tapi. lepas ni lepak lepak kejap kat JB. then merayap Melaka. nak jumpa ramai orang ni. ntah sempat jumpa semua ntah tak. tak apa. tolak tepi dulu. then balik rumah nak jumpa membe membe kat Subang plak. then insyaallah cari kerja lain pulak. kerja dalam sebulan. stop ah. haha

*Nowdays jarang dapat online

Results

2011-06-21T14:48:00.000+08:00

16th June 2011

Alhamdulillah results aku okay. kalau tak aku pergi bunuh si jantan bodoh tu. haha. mana tak nya, tak ada hati perut langsung. aku nak final baru nak tinggal kan aku sebab betina tak ada rupa tu. eee geram. but sabar je lahh -.-' cerita lama

*Sekarang ni asal tengah malam ke kebulur. Haihh

Junk

2011-06-08T04:26:00.001+08:00

8th June 2011

Apahal lah aku mimpi kau huh jantan tak guna ? semak kepala aku bangun bangun tido. haihh. sabar Tasha, sabarrrrrr. mimpi je tu

*Credit sekarang mengalir macam air. Padahal text je pon -.-'

Realise

2011-06-06T04:13:00.000+08:00

6th June 2011

Betina baru si jantan bodoh tu dok semak semak inbox aku tanya itu ini. sorry lah weh. aku malas nak amik port pasal korang. hidup aku lagi aman kalau tak ada korang. so please. jangan sebok tanya apa apa. im not gonna say anything. sebab kalau aku cakap apa apa pon, kau tak kan percaya. buang masa aku je melayan kau. heh. sorry bitch

*Get the hell away from me

Work

2011-06-01T15:29:00.000+08:00

1st June 2011

Today gonna be the first day of my working day. i dont know how long im gonna work this time. but im gonna try my best to atleast work for a month. because, you know, my longest working period is one week. haha. good luck Tasha :D

*Aku tak tau kenapa kau kerek sangat. Malas aku layan kau

Weng

2011-05-30T13:28:00.000+08:00

27th May 2011

Something happened ! OMG ! hahaha :D

Movies

2011-05-27T10:42:00.001+08:00

Two days in a row, straight i went to watched movies with this dude. Terq. hehe. and also with my cousin Nadya and Terq's friend Arif. on 25th May 2011 we watched Priest and on 26th May 2011 we watched Karak. Priest was quite okay. but the vampires are so disgusting. very slimy and idk. yuckkks ? haha. Karak was okay. banyak yang terkejut. but not so scary :p aceyyyyy. macam lah berani sangat awak tu Tasha oi. tutup mata je lebih. haha

*Weekends ni balik rumah kejap and maybe kerja dekat Johor for a month

Late

2011-05-25T20:00:00.002+08:00

23rd May 2011

Went out and eat at Old Town and then Pizza Hut. haha. makan bukan main. macam banyak duit je. padahal tengah pokai gila -.-' tak apa. sekali sekala :p

*Nak kerja dekat area rumah ke Johor eh ? Haihh

Froyo

2011-05-19T14:48:00.000+08:00

14th May 2011

Hari ni keluar dengan Eqa and Faiz. dalam pukul 430 petang lah. dorang amik aku dekat Kangkar Pulai. then terus pergi JB. but first Eqa cakap nak lawat membe dia kat Hospital Sultanah Aminah kot nama dia. kat JB. sumpah aku jakun masuk hospital tu. sebab apa tau ? sebab hospital tu panjang gila. berderet katil. ye lahh, selalu nya aku masuk hospital bilik yang sorang sorang punya. haha. kesian betol hidup aku ni. okayyy, then pergi Tutii Frutti pulak. Faiz belanja. hehe. sayang you lebih lah Faiz :p then pergi Pandan lepak dengan bf Eqa, Nuar. lepas tu tak tau nak buat apa, pergi rumah mummy Yan kat Damansara Aliff pulak. nak angkut Abang Haziq sekali. tapi tengok bola kejap -.-' then bawak dia sekali pergi Pasar Karat. kat sana jumpa Abang Wan and Baby. then pergi lepak Pandan balik untuk makan. lepak lepak. then dalam pukul 2 pagi macam tu aku, Eqa and Nuar hantar Faiz balik Kota. sampai JB balik dalam pukul 415 pagi macam tu. lepak As-Salam shisha kejap. balik rumah Mummy Yan dalam 5 pagi. tido !

*Kepala pening, perut pedih. Sebab tak ada mood nak makan satu hari ni

Band

2011-05-17T15:39:00.000+08:00

13th May 2011

Today nak balik Johor. yeayyy ! i've been waiting this long. finally ! excited weh ! dapat jugak aku chow dari sini. atleast tak lah aku nampak benda benda aku tak nak tengok kan. eventhough dekat sana pon banyak tempat aku pernah pergi dengan si bodoh tu, cuma kurang sikit lah ingat tu. sebab jarang kan. but whatever. idgaf about him anymore. dia dengan betina tu boleh mati cepat sikit (:

*Who says im not worth fighting for ? Who says im not worth crying for ?

Steps

2011-05-11T22:08:00.000+08:00

11th May 2011

Lama tak update blog. bukan nya apa, tak tau lah nak tulis apa. sebab masuk hari ni dah 4 hari aku tak keluar rumah. hebat kan ? first time aku cipta record tak keluar rumah. dah lah baru habis final, dah start cuti plak tu. memang pelik. tapi bukan nya apa. malas kot. tak ada mood nak keluar. sebab nanti apa yang aku nampak kat luar tu semua aku ingat kat si bodoh tu. aku tak nak ingat si bodoh tu. so better duduk rumah diam diam je (:

*Weekends ni balik Johor :D

Realshit

2011-05-09T22:30:00.002+08:00

Setiap kali final exams, mesti aku tengah serabut and penuh dengan masalah. semua start dari time aku kat matriks. sampai lah sekarang dekat Uitm.

Semester 1 Matriks : Aku gaduh dengan budak-budak matrik yang konon nya awal-awal tu kawan baik aku. tapi aku silap. dorang bukan kawan aku. and time tu aku break dengan dia, aku pergi dekat Capeng. then aku realize aku tak boleh hidup tanpa dia. aku patah balik dekat dia. sebab long-distance relationship susah untuk aku.

Semester 2 Matriks : Aku start banyak bergaduh dengan dia. banyak cerita keluar pasal dia. aku tak nak percaya semua tu. sebab aku sayang dia. terlampau sayang. tu yang menjahanam kan diri aku. bodoh. aku gadoh dengan ex-girlfriend dia and membe-membe perempuan tu.

Semester 1 Uitm : Aku serabut pasal dia punya ex-girlfriend buat cerita lagi. macam-macam benda lain jadi jugak. then sampai aku gaduh dengan bestfriend sendiri. sebulan tak bercakap. sumpah tu akan jadi first and last time kita gaduh. sorry Hurul. ilysm no matter what.

Semester 2 Uitm : Dia tinggal kan aku on 22nd March 2011. tau apa dia cakap ? dia cakap dia tak tahan dengan perangai aku. lepas dua tahun baru dia tak tahan kan ? hebat kan lelaki ni. kenapa dia tak tinggal kan aku lama dulu ? mula-mula tu aku okay. lepas seminggu aku start rindu dia. aku cari dia balik. and guess what ? rupa nya bukan sebab dia tak tahan dengan perangai aku. tapi sebab dia ada betina lain. seminggu sebelum break dia cakap dia nak time dari aku. aku bagi. rupa nya dia pergi Pahang dengan betina tu. holiday. hebat kan lelaki ni. lelaki yang aku paling sayang hancur kan hati aku into millions pieces. terima kasih banyak-banyak

Maybe

2011-05-08T22:58:00.004+08:00

"The person who says he'll never gonna hurt you gonna be the person who hurts you the worst. The person who says he'll never gonna leave you gonna be the person who leaves you."

That's life. Those are fact. So im really sorry boys. Im off limit for now. If you really want me, you have to do it right. Trying will never be enough. You have to make some efforts. Show me your effort. And try hard. If hard wasn't enough. Try harder. Thank you for reading.

Return

2011-05-08T14:22:00.001+08:00

7th May 2011

Today i went to Bukit Cherakah. again. hehe. but this time with Nakata, Irfa, Iena, Dayang, Fiza, Syuk, Imran and Kak Yati. separuh mati gila aku naik basikal kali ni. ye lah. mana tak nya. sem ni jarang gila kot keluar peluh. tak macam sem lepas. sem ni tak ada stamina dah. haha. poyo gila. but turns out, it was so much fun to have friends on this such stupid day. you know what i mean (:

*Duduk rumah tak tau nak buat apa -.-'

Over

2011-05-07T19:56:00.001+08:00

6th May 2011

Finally ! my exams are over. jyeahhh ! cool thing huh ? hee. and tonight i get to lepak with Asif and Panda at Bintang. lepak makan. Panda belanja bhai. haha. and barang barang semua dah kemas. tinggal nak bawak balik je. sedih nak tinggal kan rumah sewa tu. tapi nak buat macam mana kan. tak kan lah nak bayar duit sewa empat bulan cuti sem. haihh

*Besok kena bangun pagi nak pergi Bukit Cherakah again :D

Finance

2011-05-04T22:04:00.001+08:00

4th May 2011

Paper FINANCE tadi susah gila bapak tahap !@#$%^&* damn wehh ! stress aku. punya lah aku stay up study. last sekali. hamek kau ! semua aku belajar lain gila. aku dah tak tau apa lan*** aku buat. memang terbaik lah kan. rasa macam kena repeat paper ni pon ada. dah lah lecturer pregnant. buat nya dia tengah moody *which she always did* MATI lah kau Tasha. haihh. semua orang kata susah. nasib baik bukan aku sorang je kata susah. haha

*Jumaat last paper. Yeayyyyy :D

Broken

2011-05-01T21:09:00.000+08:00

You'd probably read this, so i'll just say it hear because you change your number. remember ? ever since you left me for that bitch you know for 2 or 3 months, which i don't give a shit about. i was mentally down for almost a month. yes i miss you, yes i love you. but that doesn't mean i can forgive for what you did. you're a jerk. do you know that ? sometimes i feel like im the cause of everything. but wait ! im not. but you are. i guess what everyone said about you is true after all. i thought you are my forever. but i was wrong. you'll never be my forever. yes, i might not be having any boys in life that i can be serious for now, but some day i will. and that moment, he gonna be thanking you for letting me go now. forgetting you might be hard because you're the longest relationship i've ever involve. but who cares right ? and please, don't ever come back in my life again. i want nothing to do with you anymore.

Ultraviolet

2011-04-30T11:03:00.001+08:00

30th April 2011

Okay i'll be having my exam at 2 pm and sempat lagi aku online. haha. im too bored of reading. damnit. i cant read 24/7 for god sake. who can ? that person must me mad. haha. and lately i love to watch Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snogging. been watching it over and over again. hihi. Aaron Johnson is such a hottie. aarrr. haha :D

*Human Resources Management exam later on. Wish me luck (:

Adam Levine

2011-04-28T19:53:00.000+08:00

28th April 2011

HOMAIGOD ! sedih nya tak dapat pergi concert Maroon 5 ! kenapa lah kena final time-time ni. sedih tauuu :'( dah plan lama kot nak pergi dengan Aiza and Elanie. last-last langsung tak dapat pergi. im sorry my dear Adam. next time we'll meet okay ? love you lots and lots. muah muah :D

*Semak lah kepala aku mimpi kau. Nak baik-baik plak. Dah tinggal aku tu dah ah. Tak payah nak kacau aku dalam mimpi aku. Bodoh !

Questions

2011-04-26T15:33:00.002+08:00

Would you rather have a fun fling or a lasting relationship?

; for now, fun fling (:

What is the last book you read?

; Sweet Little Lies by Lauren Conrad

Do you believe in karma?

; oh yes, of course

When you are dating someone, what is the most important thing to you?

; honesty and trust

Are you proud of yourself?

; i am proud of myself (:

Is your room messy?

; haha. you dont wanna know

Do you have any nicknames?

; i have alot !

Is there anyone currently in your life that's hurting you or pissing you off?

; oh yeah. that stupidmotherfucker which i love too much

Are you emotionally stable?

; i guess so. im not sure myself. haha

*TOO MUCH will hurt you #notetoself

Freak

2011-04-24T18:14:00.000+08:00

24th April 2011

Semalam jawap paper banking. and guess what ? aku boleh bantai tido sejam. haha. mengantok gila nak mati. mana tak nya. 2 hari jugak lah tak tido. Fiza and Irfa cerita yang orang yang jaga exam tu macam tak sampai hati gila nak kejut aku. haha. and wohooo ! 5 more paper to go (:

*Excited nak habis final :D

Gone

2011-04-21T15:47:00.000+08:00

21st April 2011

Today bangun-bangun terus check phone. ada 6 miscall and 2 test message. and one of it is my mom. she said that my grandfather passed away this morning. i was like what ? serious ? so terus bangun mandi and all. mama, anty Kay and uncle Zol balik Johor dulu. i have to wait for my dad. straight from Kedah, pick me up at rumah sewa and pergi Seremban ambil Meer and Melaka ambil abg Wan then balik Johor.

*Allah lagi sayang dia kan ? Al-Fatihah (':

Again

2011-04-20T12:22:00.001+08:00

20th April 2011

I just woke up from sleep. like few minutes ago. and i thought i should update this right away. i dream about him just now. lama kot tak mimpi dia or even mimpi. because im a girl who sleep without getting any dream. so bila mimpi tu tanda nya apa eh ? aku mimpi aku jumpa dia, aku bagi balik semua barang dia. and aku kuat. langsung tak nangis ke apa ke. hebat kan ? haha. mimpi jek lah tapi -.-'

*Tak jadi pergi Melaka today. So kena study lah nampak nyaaaaaaa

Proud

2011-04-19T23:44:00.000+08:00

Tadi aku baca blog Terq. and homaigod ! im so proud of him. like seriously. im currently going through what he has been through. no wonder lah apa yang dia nasihat aku semua nya bagus gilaaaaaaa. thanks Terq. i love you muah muah. haha :D all his post is basically about his feelings that he dont really tell people. kan kan ? i can tell that. tapi dia kuat. macam mana dia boleh kuat ? kenapa aku tak boleh ? haihh. stay strong Terq. and Tasha jugak (:

*Besok insyaallah pergi Melaka lagi

Large

2011-04-19T11:04:00.000+08:00

18th April 2011

Today kena hantar uncle pergi KLIA. so aku ajak lah Hurul sekali teman aku. and guess what ? aku drive kereta Naza bhai ! tak nak besar lagi ke ? -.-' haha. dah lah makan minyak gila. haihh. but but, uncle kasi aku RM100. haha. kaya sekejap aku :D then dah otw balik tu pergi lah Bangi kejap jumpa Elanie. nak jumpa Faiz tak boleh. sebab dia ada training. so balik terus lah. hantar Hurul balik before that. sampai rumah mandi then siap-siap nak balik rumah sewa. sebab besok ada test. damnit !

*Jangan lah merajuk lagi Aija oi. I love you. Tau tak ? Haihh.

Forward

2011-04-18T14:32:00.001+08:00

These are the pictures of the boring us. Taken from photobooth. Haha. Before we went to AC and eat Takoyaki and send Aiza's sister to Sunway Pyramid. Around 930 pm maybe. And and, I'm updating my blog using iPad. Hehe. Payah gila lah tapi -.-'

River

2011-04-17T13:18:00.000+08:00

17th April 2011

Im boredddddddd ! but my final is just around the corner. but im sooooooo lazy to study. damnit ! pergi study lah Tasha oi. alah. nanti-nanti lah. sempat lagi :p btw, im so excited nak balik JB lepas final. nak lepak dengan cousin-cousin sampai lebam. heh. and shisha sampai nak muntah. boleh ? haha

*Listening to Blow by Kesha (:

Twilight

2011-04-17T12:56:00.000+08:00

14th April 2011

So malam tu ktorang buat class dinner. tepi tasik kat section 7. first time jejak kaki kat sana. eventhough dah lama duduk sini. haha. lame. i know. tema malam tu ialah Midnight of Twilight. so tengok lah apa aku pakai kan ? baju Edward Cullen ! haha. and and and, paling tak percaya sekali is aku menang award Miss Cun. what ? Miss Cun ? gila tipu do. haha. the last thing on earth aku rasa benda tu. dah jugak aku menang award Miss Bella (:

*Final starts on 23rd April. Good Luck everyone (:

Dream

2011-04-12T22:49:00.000+08:00

12th April 2011

Malam tadi aku mimpi dia text aku. haihh. kenapa lah aku mimpi benda-benda macam ni. kacau mood gila bila bangun tido. ye ah, mimpi jek en. bukan betol pon. kalau betol tu excited lah sikit. tapi kan, bila aku tengok message yang aku bagi kat dia hari tu dah delivered, aku dah tersenyum. atleast dia baca apa aku rasa kan ?

*Hanya Allah je yang tau macam mana aku sayang dia. Be strong k Tasha (:

Sick

2011-04-11T20:17:00.000+08:00

11th April 2011

Hari ni aku demam. yes. demam. pelik kan ? jarang kot demam. ni siap batuk, selesema and paling pelik sekali is aku sejuk. selalu nya aku tak sejuk pon. siap ber'sweater' lagi dalam rumah. siapa kenal aku tau lah aku punya badan panas mana. haihh. tak suka nya. nak final kot. demam plak -.-'

*Nak kena buat kad pelajar baru. Tapi duit dah tak ada :(

Quotes

2011-04-10T20:37:00.000+08:00

Words from Zac Efron in 17 Again

"When you are young, everything feels like the end of the world. Well, its not. Its just the beginning. Nor you might have meet a few more jerks. But someday you gonna meet a boy who treats you the way you deserve to be treated. Watch the sun rises and set with you"

Long

2011-04-10T16:33:00.002+08:00

10th April 2011

Okay. this is gonna be long. first on all, im done with facebook for now. and maybe im gonna change my number too. idk. we'll see. second, i went to Melaka yesterday. bersusah payah datang sana for nothing. pagi tu bangun pukul 7 sebab sepatutnya ada test but lecturer tu bongok gila. dia datang lambat. dia sampai-sampai and cakap siapa yang kena balik tu nanti ambil personal test dengan saya dekat meja saya. WTF ? aku bangun pagi nak ambil test. boleh plak cakap macam tu. baik tak payah datang pon. kimak betol. then balik mandi siap rushing gila. tunggu teksi sampai terus gerak station bus. sampai jek station bus, bus dah chow. orang bus tu pulak perangai macam sial gila fuck. memang panas lah kan. terus naik teksi pergi ktm. naik ktm dari Padang Jawa sampai Seremban. sampai Seremban naik teksi pergi station bus. kena tunggu sejam sebab tu je ticket paling awal. then naik bus pergi Melaka. sampai Melaka tak ada orang nak ambil. Ayam ada majlis tunang. yes ! terbaik gilakan ? so tunggu dekat MC dalam 45 minutes jugak lah. then Ayam call kata dia otw. thank you. then pergi IKBN kejap. i really wanted to see him. but then budak-budak cakap dia tak ada. but apparently bila aku sampai sana, ada budak cakap dia baru jek chow. dia drive. so makna nya dia balik gombak. tapi apa dia buat kat Melaka ? haihh. ntah lah. tak tau nak pikir apa. then pergi rumah kakak gf Ayam kejap. dalam pukul 1030 macam tu aku lepak Mcd Dataran Pahlawan dengan Panda and Ijat. tunggu buda-budak lain sampai tak sampai-sampai. then pukul 1230 macam tu ayam kata nak baik dah. so yeah. aku balik. tak sempat jumpa budak-budak tu. aku ingat balik kl boleh terus pergi Gombak jumpa dia. tapi Ayam cakap dia tak ada mood. so aku sumpah pasrah gila. and aku give up. like really give up. so aku akan cuba lupa kan semua benda. InsyaAllah aku boleh. aku cuma kena kuat and tabah dengan semua ni

Yellow

2011-04-07T21:47:00.000+08:00

7th April 2011

Dah banyak kali aku perasan dekat FEEDJIT ni people from Melaka yang bukak blog aku. harap-harap tu dia lah. hari ni 7th April kot. kalau tak ktorg dah two years and one month. sedih nya bila ingat balik. rasa macam nak nangis. well, dah nangis dah pon -.-' hmm. dah-dah lah tu tasha. dia bukan kesah pon. kau sorang je yang ingat lagi. kau doa je banyak-banyak supaya dia cari kau balik. InsyaAllah (:

*Masuk bilik nampak "tangan" yang ktorg buat dekat Genting tu, buat aku sedih :(

Strong

2011-04-05T20:28:00.000+08:00

3rd April 2011

Alhamdulillah hari ni aku langsung tak ingat dekat dia. sebab the whole day bergelak sakan dengan budak-budak ni. tangkap gambar sampai beratus-ratus, main bubbles. haha. fun fun. and guess what ? ktorang budak-budak part 2 perempuan menang tarik tali keseluruhan plakk. *muka bangga jap. haha* balik-balik tangan sakit gila. payah nak gerak. damn ! tarik tali punya pasal lah ni

*Ya Allah, kuat kan lah aku untuk menghadapi dugaanMU :'(

Steps

2011-04-02T21:14:00.000+08:00

2nd April 2011

Kenapa lately kalau aku drive malam aku jadi illusional eh ? damn do. tak lawak gila. otak melayang dan melayang-layang aku bawak kereta. macam orang mabuk pon ada -.-' scary shit. okay. tukar topic. besok ada "Family Day Islamic Banking" dekat Morib. macam malas nak pergi, macam nak pergi. aku nak pergi pon sebab boleh ambil gambar banyak-banyak. haha

*Get well soon Qamar, and jangan nak jadi Tony Hawks sangat lah. Kan dah masuk hospital

Breathe

2011-04-01T11:39:00.001+08:00

1st April 2011

Today is April Fool yaww. haha. nasib baik tak kena apa apa prank. kalau tak aku sepak sekor sekor. haha. and today jugak aku ponteng class. suruh Irfa sign kan. malas gila nak bangun pagi tadi. rasa macam penat gila. aceyyy. tak lah penat mana pon sebenarnya. malas jek lebih. hihi. btw, im free from all the drama shit that he has brought into my life. im over him. like really over. please dont come back. because i'll never want you back

*Karma will always haunt you down and give back what you give me (:

New

2011-03-28T03:13:00.001+08:00

28th March 2011

I've cut my hair ! haha. what did i do with it ? i sloped the right side of my hair. actually i've wanted to do it long time ago. but at that moment, i have a boyfriend. so he didnt let me. so now ? who would give a shit ? im on my own now. i have THE FREEDOM. hell yeah ! haha

*I want a bad boy with an accent. That would be so freaking hot

Gone

2011-03-26T23:42:00.004+08:00

This is how i feel right now

Try to listen to the lyrics

The Wind Blows

Under

2011-03-24T22:55:00.001+08:00

24th March 2011

Saham aku naik balik ke ? haha. tak tau lahh. dorang yang kata. okay. aku bosan and rindu nak bercakap dengan dia. haihh. apa apa lah. life must go on. sekarang semua orang asyik tanya aku okay tak, apa cerita, macam mana boleh break, aku buat kerja gila lagi tak. penat lah nak jawab. SEMUA ORANG ! Tasha sangat okay dan tak buat kerja gila. lagi dah. Tasha happy dengan kawan-kawan yang meng-support dia sekarang. Tasha gelak and cakap tak stop tiap masa (:

*Pergi buat assignment lah Tasha oi. Berlambak lagi tu haa -.-'

Love

2011-03-23T00:05:00.001+08:00

22nd March 2011

It all ends now. this moment. this minute. tonight. we're over for good. maybe. i hope that he's happy with his decision. im fine with it. well, not really at first. because i still love him and im still all over him. but life must go on right ? i do cried for few minutes. then when i get off the bed, im all cheer up. stupid ? yeah i know -.-' tapi dia cakap dia akan still jaga aku dari jauh. dia nak habis kan study dulu. kalau ada jodoh, InsyaAllah tak ke mana. then dia cakap, kalau aku cuba buat benda bodoh, aku akan kena dengan dia. aku sayang dia sangat sangat. sumpah

*Im crying while im typing this post :'(

Monday

2011-03-21T18:33:00.002+08:00

21st March 2011

Today is a total shit. thanks to you. yes you. you know who you are. what are the purpose of doing all that ? just to hurt me ? well, congratulation. you did. i feel so fucked up. so i ate the whole set of panadol which i have, a half bottle of ubat batuk and a tin of coke. why didnt i just die ? fuck you. fuck me. i hate you. i hate me. end of story

*What the hell you want from me ?

Lost

2011-03-20T22:10:00.002+08:00

20th March 2011

Tido pukul 530am then bangun at 730am. terus shoot Bangi. nak hantar Elanie kat Uniten. but then, Elanie ni ada masalah sikit dengan jalan. dia suka buat aku sesat. dari first aku dapat lesen, sampai lah aku dah nak habis P. haha. disebabkan dah sesat kat Putrajaya tu, kitorang sempat lalu and amek gambar kat hot air ballon fiesta. haha. cool habis ah tu konon nya. padahal kepala otak stress gila tak jumpa jalan

*Semua orang pagi-pagi muka fresh. Kitorang muka busuk tak mandi lagi. Haha

Bash

2011-03-20T21:39:00.002+08:00

19th March 2011

Today i have to wake up at 7 because from 8am till 6pm ada seminar dekat Uitm -.-' tapi dapat sijil, so yeah. go for it. then balik rumah terus siap-siap nak pergi birthday party Hurul. ambil semua orang. Elanie, Asif, Capeng, Fiqa, Aiza. then terus shoot rumah Hurul. lepak lepak, makan, main buai kat taman. hee. then lepak kat Murni Taipan, tunggu Terq sampai plak. lepak kejap, bosan. lepak MCD 15 plak. sampai pukul 4 lebih. macam-macam teka teki Asif bagi. perah otak gila malam tu. haha. best best

*I had so much fun spending time you guys. I LOVE YOU FRIENDS (:

Hurul

2011-03-18T22:05:00.000+08:00

18th March 2011

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY BESTFRIEND (:

Hurulain Nurzaqirah Bt Zulkifli

I love love love chuuuuu !

Mixed

2011-03-17T19:01:00.007+08:00

17th March 2011

Balik from class pukul 6. so sampai rumah dalam pukul 7 macam tu. terus pick up Fiqa kat rumah dia. then go lepak at my house. then around 8 Hurul tiba-tiba call said that shes at Serambi. she asked me to come over lepak for awhile. lepak lepak, gelak sekuat hati. haha. best. around 9 macam tu, then mama called said that she has already arrived at section 17. so i have to picked up her up over there. drive balik rumah, mandi and tidooooooooo :D

*Sorry for the bahasa rojak. Kinda bored over here -.-'

Bipolar

2011-03-16T16:19:00.001+08:00

16 March 2011

Im better without him. because me makes me realize that i dont need a guy to live actually. right ? why do i need a guy just to make me feel alive ? maybe things happened for a reason. we'll never know. but we can keep praying that everything will be alright. eventhough i still cried for a few times, but who cares about me crying over him ? people dont give a fuck what happened to me. maybe some did. but i dont want them to. you used to leave me for almost 3 months. so its not so surprise that you did it again so-called-great-boyfriend

*If you want to come back, please make a great entrance

Time

2011-03-14T23:40:00.002+08:00

13th March 2011

He said he needed time from me. i hope by giving him time, everything will be alright. im praying hard for that. i need to stay posotive right ? yeah. sure. pon boleh. i dont know what else to do. besides crying and membengkak kan lagi mata dengan tak boleh tido. penat lah dengan semua benda. kenapa lah masalah tak pernah nak lari daripada aku ? haihh

*I have a fake smile and laugh on my face

All

2011-03-11T14:40:00.001+08:00

11th March 2011

Lately i felt, um, lonely and empty. because he wasnt really there for me. he's like very busy with eveything he has at Melaka. with study, assignment, sports. you named it. everything. we barely text and call now. i dont know. i need to believe again that everythings going to be okay. but its really hard. like seriously. what if we never get better ? sigh

*Thanks daddy for coming all the way from home to my rumah sewa to send me Mcd and money and maggi and eggs. Hehe

Cold

2011-03-11T11:08:00.000+08:00

10th March 2011

Hari ni like sehari suntuk buat assignment yang nak kena hantar besok. dah lah nak 10 pages. gila betol aku ni. tu lah. suka delay kerja lagi. kan dah rushing rushing buat kerja. nasib baik siap jugak 10 pages tu. hee. and and, malam tu ktorg satu rumah gedik-gedik buat rawatan resdung. then lepas tu pakai bedak sejuk ramai-ramai. haha. dah macam hantu pon ada. nasib tak duduk tepi tingkap. haha

*Its getting better with him

Anniversary

2011-03-09T01:21:00.001+08:00

7th March 2011

Happy 2 years Anniversary

boyfriend or my-future-husband (:

Red

2011-03-05T21:33:00.001+08:00

5th March 2011

Im loving this picture. dont you love this too ? hehe. it was at my aunt's place. for my cousin's 4th birthday. party budak budak jek pon sebenarnya. saja gatal nak datang jugak. i mean, dapat jugak spend time dengan family kan. and and, dapat ambil gambar banyak banyak. hee

*Ramai tanya aku sekarang form berapa. Haha. Ternyata lah aku nampak muda :D

Light

2011-03-04T12:39:00.000+08:00

4th March 2011

Me and most of the uitm classmates pergi Kampung Kuantan. dekat Kuala Selangor. tengok kelip kelip. OMG ! they're so freaking cute and adorable ya know ? we drove 3 cars. Imran's, Ina's and mine. konvoi habis lah tu konon nya. haha. then pergi makan seafood dekat Pantai Remis.

*I know i shouldnt do what i do

Love

2011-03-04T09:58:00.001+08:00

No matter how much you hurt me, i hurt you, you hurt yourself, i hurt myself.

IM STILL IN LOVE WITH YOU FROM THE FIRST DAY.

Im sorry for everything. I really do.

I might need time, but i need you more than anything else.

Monday gonna be our 2nd years anniversary.

I love you boyfriend :'(

Cover

2011-02-28T22:42:00.002+08:00

27th February 2011

Today i woke up with a very very very very. i cant explain how much pain im in right now. but very painful legs -.-' but but but, i am still able to go out. haha. i went to Ikano. for meatball of course. with Hurul and Xeira. then we have to rush to Bukit Jalil because Xeira have to go back to Uitm Segamat. then went home, lepak for like tak sampai an hour. decided to go to Subang Parade pulak. to buy big apple and bubble tea. hihi

*Sickness, could you please go away ?

Stalker

2011-02-26T11:12:00.000+08:00

Fuyoooooo ! aku baru perasan dekat FEEDJIT aku ada manusia from Gombak yang bukak blog aku. ternyata lah kau memang suka stalk aku. dah lah potong rambut macam aku. watafak do kau ? perlu ke ? -.-'

Test

2011-02-24T18:37:00.000+08:00

24th Februry 2011

Minggu nie sahaja ada 3 test. crap gila doe. serabut kepala. dah lah semua test macam @#$%^&* nasib baik semua dah settle. tak payah pikir lagi. hehe. sabtu nie keluar dengan Hurul, Aiza, Elanie, Fiqa, Zafiqah and few more friends. Insyaallah (:

*Malam nie kena pergi Dewan Agung Uitm ada ceramah bodoh -.-'

Boxes

2011-02-23T18:46:00.000+08:00

23rd February 2011

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAYANG FARHANAH AWANG MUMIN (:

*Ini adalah gambar keluarga rumah sewa kami. Hihi

Sore

2011-02-22T20:37:00.004+08:00

22nd February 2011

Hari nie aku tersangat lah diam. first time. haha. tu pon sebab sakit tekak yang teramat sangat. perit gila okay. tapi terseksa nya tak boleh bercakap. tak suka ! tak suka ! tak suka ! haha. tu lah. bila orang yang banyak cakap tak dapat bercakap kan, macam nie lah rupa dia. haha.

*Tadi keluar dengan mama pergi Alam Sentral beli kasut bola Boy. Saja sebok nak ikot. Hee

Long

2011-02-21T20:19:00.020+08:00

20th February 2011

Today i was out with ze familia to Sungai Congkak. quite fun. because long time didnt spend time with them. go out and laugh and talk and teasing each other. great old days (:

*Its worth waiting for you to come home my dear boyfriend

Dome

2011-02-20T20:38:00.002+08:00

19th February 2011

Went to Dome at Subang Parade. for Baby's surprise birthday dinner. sponsored by Anty Yati. but disebabkan sesema. so aku tak berapa nak makan. tak order pon. lidah tak rasa apa. so takat habis kan makanan Boy dengan Baby jek. then went home at 1030. at 1130 lepak minum dengan Wan, Apek, Ayam, Arin, Baby and Emil kejap. dekat Megah Seafood.

*Sakit tekak and sesema :(

Scream

2011-02-17T18:46:00.001+08:00

17th February 2011

Last night i cant sleep. well, i did sleep. but at 4am. and i woke up at 7am. class starts at 830am. im very very sleepy today. so my mood was wayyyyyy off. i can barely talk and laugh. and around 130pm, i slept at this one chair in the hall of the auditorium while waiting for my lecture. which is class suppose to start at 2. she was quite late. around 220pm we went inside, and i continue my sleep. till 4pm like for god's sake. haha. cool huh ? idk whatever shit happened in there.

*Feelings can grow, but they can go away too